11052010, it's broken .

I did everything for him, hoping one day he would realized that i did nothing wrong. But it's all crashed down just by a small matter . Yes we have distance, even our age does. But fkin' why must you do it . My heart tells me that it sticks with you whenever you're with me . Now it's just like someone dumped me , yes true . Hoping & aspires are ruined . I can’t handle it. I know it’s so stupid to be crying non-stop about him, my friends keep telling me he’s not worth it, but I know he’s still a good person, he didn’t do this to hurt me. I’m just really missing our previous situation, the conversations just aren’t the same anymore. I can’t stop thinking about how happy I was, how amazing he was, and everything that we did for each other. 11052010, it's broken . Someone told me that once a mistake, it's byebye . I didn't believe it, now it has happened . Walao, regrets . But he is really irreplaceable now, can't face reality . My everything is gone, my love is ruined, my hopes are crashed down, my relationship has changed, i have changed into a quiet person now. My ring & marriage are ruined seriously.