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The cheerful and childish kid, Krystal, is determined to start afresh and have a new beginning. I'm abandoning all my pasts. But of course, memories will always stay ^^. OK, whatever. I love k-pop, some people call me crazy cause I scream whenever I see their pictures. LOL, I'm just, weird!Hehe. I'm definitely an OTP shipper, shipping especially Eunhae♥, Yunjae♥ and Kyumin♥ :)!
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11.10.2010

Self blaming expectations req, i hate you so much

Why ? Everything my fault . Accidentally hit scold her also my fault , everytime shoot me .

Why ? I want to love you , i can't force you to like me , But you don't love me .

Why ? You hate me , i didn't do anything wrong ... I also didn't force you to like back me right ?

Why ? I studied so less, but result was like 'A' ? Impossible..

Why ? Even i had something interesting to share , Who cares ? No one ! Even if i had shared it, they will just give me a dam 'lol' . Seriously, fuck liao la.

I finally realized i was not important . But , why ??? Am i really that important ? Until my FULL NAME was in school's attendance . Am i ? NO!

No , i'm all wrong . Even there is someone who cares for me , So ? Please, stop your double-faced, hypocrite .

Should i survive this kind of life ?

Why everytime i can't talk to somemore for help ? The person i needed, always, it's always absent . I just need you like for 1 hour is enough? You're like 24/7 with 'her' . Just like how i always do, always solve my unhapiness, i would actually cry for it. Crying helps, it does help . Maybe i will learn to knife my wrist? Like cherry? Yeah.. then everything is peace with blood..