Sometimes love just pressure me.

Hi, to another beautiful day. Back in mood but still got something bothered.. Sometimes, people think fake of us. Even I think so sometimes. Not really a lot, but few times. Feel no secure, I swear this is gonna be the last of mine. All my answers will be 'No' from now on. Doesn't matter whether you people are happy or not, I'm tired. Not my first, but my last ♥.

Outing with Adeline..

Yesterday went out with Adeline. Cooling and refreshing at the location. Don't know it's name but somehow because it's not my plan to go there. Brought along my other cousins. They could all see a frown on my face but this smile on this picture.. Fake or True? I no longer know myself. I don't know what to do, is this love sick? Or not? Forget it then, I guess i'm lost in my own forest, miserable. I hope we aren't fake, cause I treat it really seriously. Yesterday cried, hais. For what? I asked myself. For him? Never mind.. It's raining, it totally fits my mode, until here.

Lately i've become more and more camwhoring myself. Gained up confidence or what? Still feel sad.. can't help it though :/ It's holiday yet it seems like no holiday. Stressful, just hoping he can say those words to me. I would be so much satisfied. Hey guys, this is really a nice love or emo song. I guess so..?

Big Bang - Koe Wo Kikasete [声をきかせて]

End here, bye.